I am tired. Bone achingly tired. I sleep for most of the day and just wake for food. It is sometimes hard to lift the cutlery. I know they told me I would be tired but this is just ridiculous. I wonder what has happened to my brain and body that they need so much rest. OK - I think to recap they have had a bit of a bashing. My Mum is trying to do some brain exercises with me. I am trying but I know I'm not ready yet. I get really frustrated. I am trying to be patient but it really isn't my strong suit. Have been doing some IQ tests to see how much of me has been eroded by this process. The jury is still out. I would rather be here and impaired though than not here at all.
The migraines are back too now the steroids have been kicked into touch. Not sure which is worse - the pain or the discomfort but I will keep you posted. I am just going with it. Maybe the normality of the migraines is a comfort in some way and it's a new reality. Onwards and upwards.
Amanda
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