More dreary news...sorry

Had my review with my oncologist yesterday. Not much to report as they don't really know anything. I will have a scan in a couple of months, and need to be vigilant for any new symptoms. I will always be at a high risk of recurrence and will never be in remission. Still feeling utterly rubbish...not eaten for days as I feel so sick and Dean is getting anxious. My hair seems to be going rather than growing, so my legendary patience is tested to the max. I have managed a very short walk for a couple of days and my cheeks are gradually reducing so that's a positive. I cannot wait for this all to be over and to be a normal person again. Sorry that this blog is so dreary. I hope at some point to turn the corner and share good news with everyone.

Amanda